new school, new lifestyle, new get up in the morning time, new friends.
thats alot, and i feel overwhelmed with the whole thing.
my new school is okay. not what i was expecting. i'm a bit silly to think of such high expectations. what was i thinking? that life is going to be perfect? that this school is perfect? the people are friendly but it doesn't really feel homely or cosy. its like plucking you from your territory and dropping you into some unknown land where you will have to adapt whether you like it or not. anxiety is building, and i am plummeting downhill. i havent eaten lunch or recess for the past three days, which is surprising as i used to gobble my food down as quick as i can without being self conscious. i'll wait and i'll observe myself.
i chose to go so now i have to enjoy it.
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